27 Jun 2014

天秤其实很自卑和脆弱，很怕受到伤害，所以在遇到自己喜欢的人时，虽然内心非常难熬，但是会把一切苦恼都藏在自己的心里然后慢慢消化，其实ta要的只是对方一点点的回应，一点点的主动，也许天秤是个自卑的星座，因为不敢所以放弃，常常会想：对方没有主动联系你，说明原来一切都只是自己的一厢情愿.。

Normally I dun watch this kind of note but 刚好看到却是如此的准确呢！ 完完全全就是我想的 怎么会那么准？？？尤其是最后一句 难道真的有联系的吗？

25 Jun 2014

These few pass week i keep busy working and having fair and open day for every weekend. Thanks God that i can work for this so that i wouldn't lack of money for my spending. Yesterday i feel very exited because its the first time that i follow KDU go outstation and i went pahang SMJK Tjiang for school fair. I go with Miatte. She come fetch me 6am in the morning and we start to use Waze to go pahang because both of us also dunno where is that place :P After 2 and half hour journey we reach there and we setup. Its a new experience for me and its fun to setup and counseling there. The school fair finish at 12:30 and we start to come back KDU. We spend another 2 and half hour journey again to come back KDU but when we coming back it is so difficulty. The road is almost same like Japan's chao ming shan. The road bend here bend there,.....it is very suitable for car drifting.....When coming back we just keep say omg,.....dizzy.......Lucky i'm not the one who driving  xD......When reach KDU i continue work and miatte go home. I work until 6 oclock....This is the 1st time as well i work for KDU for 12 hour in a day. I hope that i still got chance to go school fair because it is very fun and can improve and increase my knowledge and experience. I learn a lot when working for KDU because i'm working for a company and the work that need to communicate with outsider.
In the other hand, Wen Yi has come back to KDU after his internship. When he come back he plan to eat healthy and cook ourself. Whao....he has the same action with me! He planning to go gym and he wanna find a partner. So i immediate say i wanna join because i wanted to go gym long time ago but no partner. Now her say he wanna go that why i say we go train everyday 7pm-9pm. I hope that i can live healthy and can let myself look better and more confident ^_^

14 June 2014

Today i'm working for education fair for KDU at Midvallley megemall. Yesterday night i sleep very night and i scare today morning cant wake up that why i keep awake myself many turn to make sure i'm not late to the work. When i reach there i found out that i'm the leader to bring other student helper to work at midvalley. Today i know 2 friend, they are rachel and regina. They are so fun and very friendly, its happy to work with them. After finish work, we go eat togather and after that we join eric to go 1Utama. When i eat with them i found out that wow.....they eat a lot!!!! They are not fat and they can eat that much and they tell me that is not enuff yet and i feel like........walao.....so jeloues leh.....why i eat little will fat they can eat that a lot still with so good body......lol.....After that i follow them back to KDU to meet my brother. I bring my brother to eat and after that he send me back to hostel. Its fun even i without KLCC but i make new friends and they also from IPOH!!!! Its fun Its shock Its exited Its awesome

8 Jun 2014

Through out last semester till now since march, I've been working as student helper in KDU University College to earn my life spent and some pocket money. I know other student helper when i working and all of them are very fun and all very friendly. In this pass 3 month, i really did learn many things from them. we hang out , work together, eat together, play together it makes my life meaningful and colorful. :D Beside know new friend from KDU, i also know friend from CHC. I join a cell group and most of them are talent people and their life is shining! They have singer, actor, model, magician, and also music composer. I'm those people that not dare to talk to people, not dare to look at that people when talking and self-confident level is very low. In this 3 month, i force myself a lot and i force myself to train to speak with someone, go talk with someone by myself and try not to be quite and keep myself alone. I join CHC cell group and they all did help me a lot they train me and they even force me to speak to them and they even all quite just to make me speak.......It is very tough but it really helps me.
In here i want to specially thanks someone that really effects me and turn my life's view. Thanks pearly. I really did learn many things from u and every point that u say it is really works and i dunno why i will feel things that are right and i will go and follow do.....haha.....Finance block me to do all this thing's....haihzzzz Friend from CHC and from KDU all seem so rich. They just go every where that they want and they even have their own saving. Since small i dun even have money to keep and I just feel like it is so weary to get pocket money from my parent because they always say no money for me no money to continue apply for me no money to pay my tuition fee anymore no money to buy things anymore and every time will say in-front of me tells that have to loan have to use epf for my studies.......Should i consider to go work and stop study? Am i really in family that cant afford my studies? Should i stop study after this semester and go work for my rest of my life?
In the other hand i must thanks god to put me in this family. From small i have to do everything myself. I'm so jealous that other people have a good brother or a good sister. I have a brother but since small i been bully by him and his friend. From small i know how to take care myself learn do things myself and not depending on my brother. In this case i really learn a lot because i get to know that i only can success by improving myself to become knowledgeable. And now i came to college life my family keep say that no money and i force to work to get myself money for my life. When i work i also get chance to know more friend and learn more from them and i also know hows a marketing department works and how it function. I learn and get many experience when i work.
There are too many things that i wanted to do and my target since last year but every thing also cost. Now only can hope to get enough money to pass my this semester and do not think so much to get anything anymore because just used up my money to get a new phone(half sponsor by parent)but there will be no pocket money for this semester........I hope that i can pass this semester and if they still say no money for me to study then i will consider to go and work and stop studying :)
Today is not writing dairy and i'm writing my feeling throughout this 3 month that really changes me a lot and i want to become new people that can makes every one happy and be good with everyone. Cheer Vincent, Keep Going Vincent, You can do it :) JUST FORGET ABOUT THESE DAMMMMMMM FEELING AND FIGHTING FOR THIS semester Aim all A for the subject :D

4 Jun 2014

每次电话响都多么的希望是你的回信 但是往往都只得到了失望 一次次的查看电话信息 结果什么都没有 
人心就是如此的溅吗？当两人见面多了 经常共事 就一定会产生感情了吗？ 如果相隔异地 感情就一定要被遗忘吗？
明明相爱着 却为何自以为是为对方好 给对方所谓的自由 结果双方都伤心难过 相爱难道就不能说出来吗？
如果爱就不怕被对方连累 要是爱你 就绝对会为你和跟你一起面对所有的困难 往往不要认为怕对方受伤害而离对方而去 你连累得到的伤害是永远都比不上你离对方而去的伤痛啊 爱你跟你一起却得到了伤害的伤害是甜的 是快乐的 而你离去 双方独自受的伤害还来的要命啊
如果相爱就说出来 不要自己想 自己以为 往往就是这样以为对方会这样那样而错过了 如果你爱 你说出来 你至少会成功 如果憋着自己受 永远都不可能成功